It's probably been a while since I posted up here and there is a reason for that, lately I have been plagued by thoughts of where I am going with my life and I found myself falling down from the path I have chose, I became afraid and frightened, even having nothing but negative thoughts surround myself and the way I seem to be falling behind and being the same and how everyone I know, family to my friends are moving on without me and I found myself drowning on my self pity and allowed my fears to control me, it got so bad that I broke down in tears and told my parents everything, even the darkest thoughts I had, there were moments where when I picked up my drawing pencil I felt so afraid and negative that I dropped it.
I stopped drinking diet cola as I drank it everyday and original coke, I no longer look for it and I feel better for that but I still have moments were I feel so suffocated but now I want to get better, I don't want to keep everything bottled up anymore, I want to be a better person and improve myself, when I try to come up with a comic I always find myself thinking on the negatives and less on the positives, I want to change that.

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